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Journal Entry: Fri Jun 27, 2008, 4:25 AM
  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Rufus Wainwright
  • Reading: Slman Rushdie- The Satanic Verses
  • Playing: Sims 2
I finally finished my third year of uni, which essentially means I'm not a student anymore. Of course, I'm still waiting for my results but, with a bit of luck, I won't have to write another assignment again for a LONG time.

I've found a job. Doesn't really have anything to do with my degree, although I get to use my uber communication skillz. r0x0r!

Overall, methinks I am at a good, happy place right now. Am happily chugging along, taking the scenic route. Good stuff.

meme thing

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 19, 2008, 5:58 AM
  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Marcy Playground
  • Reading: Weston- From Ritual to Romance
  • Playing: Sims 2
  • Eating: Kit Kat
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper
HIGH CLASS:
[ ] You go/have gone tanning.
[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[x] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[x] You have/had a laptop.
[x] You love shopping
TOTAL: 5

GOTHIC:
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] you like heavy metal.
[ ] you've shopped at hot topic
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 5

PUNK:
[ ] You can skateboard.
[x] You like plaid.
[x] You have Converse.
[x] You hate mtv.
[x] you have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. (It was bright red for years)
[x] You love Mohawks
[x] You LOVE Music.
[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
TOTAL: 7

EMO:
[x] You are sad sometimes.
[ ] You have dark colored glasses.
[x] You cry easily.
[ ] You like emo music
[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[x] you have dyed your hair
[ ] You're sad when you're drunk
TOTAL: 5

GHETTO:
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
[ ] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out. (lol)
[ ] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant (does my owl count??)
TOTAL: 0

HARDCORE:
[x] You like loud music.
[ ] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[x] You have slip-on shoes.
[x] You like Norma Jean.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 6

PREP:
[ ] You LOVE The OC.
[ ] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You like buying shoes A LOT. (I must admit...)
[ ] You have clothes from Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
[x] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[x] You have/had big sunglasses.
[ ] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect. (i's always a litle scruffy)
TOTAL: 2

ATHLETIC:
[ ] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[ ] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect jerseys.
[ ] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a team.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 0

SCENE:
[ ] You like putting little bows in your hair.
[ ] You have mini-skirts.
[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
[x] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[ ] You've been called scene before.
[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts.
TOTAL: 4

REDNECK:
[ ] Gone four wheeling.
[ ] Went hunting.
[ ] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[ ] Like to go fishing.
[ ] Eat beef jerky.
[ ] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
[ ] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[ ] Know who Bocephus is.
TOTAL: 0

METALHEAD:
[ ] You wear band shirts alot.
[ ] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
[x] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[ ] You HATE emos.
[x] You like Black Sabbath.
[ ] You have gone to Ozzfest.
[x] You have headbanged.
[x] You dont like rap.
[x] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
TOTAL: 5


I'm a punk? Heehee.


In other news, less than two months before I finish uni! The panic is nigh. Thesis barely underway, exams in 5 weeks (AGH), finals in June, 4 more assignments due in... Am freaking out rather nicely.

Also, have burnout. I set my sights on reading/studying, get about an hour in, then fall asleep. Ridiculous.


Emotions fluctuating, whirling, dervish. I think I like it this way but I can't be sure.

Last 3 auditions left. Have accepted the idea that the schools will not kiss my arse passionately and want want want me. Might stay here a little longer. The thought of it no longer hurtles me into a panic attack. Might be nice to find a decent job, finally get my driving license, maybe move into the flat on my own for a while. Will audition for as many Maltese productions as possible. Maybe if I apply for London again next year I'll go for the MA option instead of the BA. Time, she is a-tickin'. Ain't got no Kouretes to dance around me and protect me from Father Kronos. Cuz I ain't Zeus.


Been on a bit of a 90s high recently. Have rediscovered the music. Such nostalgia. Lovely lovely. I smell sex and candy.

So long 2007

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 31, 2007, 7:36 AM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Chopin
  • Reading: Weston- From Ritual to Romance
  • Playing: Civcity Rome
2007 has been a year of sharp yellows and looming pale. It is a year during which I learnt just how lonely it can get, and also how better it is to be lonely than unhappy.

So long, 2007,
Our Fisher King,
May you never be resurrected.
May 2008 be voluptuous and full of mirth.


Happy New Year to all of you.

RADA

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 27, 2007, 5:54 AM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Reading: Thomas Pynchon The Crying of Lot 49
The most important audition of my life is in under 2 weeks. Attending RADA has been my biggest dream since I was a little girl, and now that opportunity is here. The odds are against me getting in- they only choose 30 students a year- but I am going to go in there and be SO confident and give this audition EVERYTHING I have.

IMPORTANT

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 1, 2007, 3:34 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Reading: Jonathan Safran Foer Everything is Illuminate
  • Drinking: water
Hey guys-

I managed to delete my watch list, so would you please comment here so I can add you back?

Thanks =)